Things were just about to get worse between CJN members inside and outside of work. It was never going to be the same again. Beiber was hurt especially when the whole neighborhood ran up on him to discuss about what was happening with love hexagon.
Beiber was also never going to be the same again after realizing the truth. Martinez would never understand the things she put him through. He tried to be a better man. He realized it was time that he moved on, but he just couldn’t.
He gave her everything and she still f**ked his head up. So he stepped back and sized the whole situation patiently. It was the beauty that caught him and held his soul hostage. It was like ecstasy. But it the end, he found out it was Disney World. She had him living in a fantasy world. He wondered if she slept with other managers because they had the right dough or bigger dicks; he just didn’t know. He cried inside many nights, and he was sick of love songs on the radio because songs were too slow. He wanted to forget about Martinez. He needed something uptempo that could make him dance and represent for the rest of the family strong till the early morn in the club.
Beiber finally accepted his reality. When his friends were keep telling him about things going on, he hoped that they were wrong deep in his heart. Everything he suspected was true. He thought about all the time when he got this feeling he couldn’t turn it loose; that somebody else was getting next to Martinez. He couldn’t walk around at work like he was her fool. And being who he was he couldn’t lose his cool. However, he couldn’t shake the feeling that somebody was sleeping in his bed; messing with his head, takin’ his place. He couldn’t sleep and eat. What else did she want? What else did she need? He wondered. Beiber gave her everything plus his heart. He gave her the world because she was his girl. But she still ran out on him.
Even though Junkie was prostituting herself at times to Beiber when Martinez was not around, Beiber was strung out on Martinez because she was the sweetest drug to him. He couldn’t sleep. He couldn’t eat. He wanted to leave her, but he couldn’t help it. He loved the way she felt. She got him stuck between his fantasy and what was real.
Ford also needed Martinez when he wanted her. He would tell himself he would stop everyday, but he knew that he wouldn’t. He had a problem and he didn’t know what to do about it. And even if he did, he didn’t know if he would quit. He was taken by the thought of good ejaculation.
They all thought of Martinez every second. They could get nothing done at work. Only concern was when they were going get them some. They knew they should stay away because it was no good for them. They tried and tried, but their obsessions wouldn’t let them leave. However, once everyone found out what was really going on, it was never going to be the same again because of lust, jealousy, envy, money, and job securities. And the corporate was about to interrupt CJN’s regular schedule.